She died early this morning.

My brother called around 5am, and I knew as soon as I heard the phone ring.

I don’t know what to say, I am having trouble articulating. Instead I’ll excerpt part of a Remembrance Day post I wrote last year. It features two of my very favorite people, and showcases Annie’s feisty nature perfectly.


“When my grandmother (we call her Annie because when we were first born  she thought being called grandma or any variation thereof made her sound old) first met Adam, I was terrified. I think all of us were terrified, it was like introducing a bull and a china shop, Howard Stern and Emily Post.

Don’t let the name and the sweet smile fool you, Annie is STRICT. Especially when it comes to table manners. She once shamed me into tears because I passed the salad bowl in the wrong direction (I still don’t understand what I did wrong, all I know is that the rules involved taking into account numerous complicated and arbitrary factors like always passing it clockwise unless the person seated to my right was an older female – or was it a younger male?- while also keeping in mind the colour worn by the person at the head of the table in relation to the level of the tides and the cost of the roast beef contrasted with the hosts astrological sign- but only if Mercury isn’t in retrograde you IMBECILE!).

Wanting to help, my sisters and I grilled Adam as we drove down the long gravel driveway to our cottage in Ontario:

“Okay Adam, what side does the knife go on?”

“Um..the left?”

“WRONG. Knife on the right! What do you do when you’re done eating?”

“What? Oh, uh, thank her for the meal…?”

“NO!” a chorus of frightened sisters answered, “You put your fork and knife together with the handles pointing to six o’clock and then you wait for everyone else to be done and then you say ‘I’m finished’ ALWAYS FINISHED never ‘done’! And you always ask to be excused before ever, EVER leaving the table”

“That’s bullshit, I’m not doing that”

“ADAM!” I pleaded, “You HAVE to!”

I was scared she wouldn’t like him. If Annie is strict with those she loves, she’s absolutely merciless to those she doesn’t care for. She called my dad, “That Man” for the first few years of my parents marriage. She once refused to attend my sisters christening because Lizzie wasn’t wearing the christening gown she had bought for the occasion – even though my sister didn’t fit into it!

My grandma can be straight up y’all, a force to be reckoned with.

But if you’ve been reading this blog longer than a day and a half you know Adam, and you know that Adam doesn’t believe in authority, Adam thinks rules are made to be challenged and then eventually broken in a grand display preferably involving fireworks and someone’s naked cousin.

I began to think I needed to be way more drunk to witness what was about to go down.

When they were introduced, my Grandaddy gave Adam a hearty handshake and looked pleased as punch – they had already bonded over their shared birthday, September 1, exactly sixty years apart.

Annie however, cast him a cool appraising eye and asked what his last name was.

Adam told her.

“What kind of name is that?” she asked.

“It’s German” he replied happily. Oh god. OH GOD. I had forgotten about ZE GERMANS. He had no idea what he was in for.

“Hmf” she sniffed, after a pause, “I’ve never met a German I liked.”

This was awkward. She had thrown down a challenge, saying, essentially, that Adam had a lot of work to do JUST to overcome his heritage, never mind the fact that his family had immigrated to Canada at least three generations ago and other than a few generic words like schnitzel and bratwurst and a poorly executed Hitler impression, he was no more German than I was.  

But, believe it or not, that was not the awkward part. The awkward part was that that my Aunt and Uncle had made their way over to the cottage from their neighbouring property to witness this meeting (when you’re not the target, watching my grandmother lambaste some unsuspecting innocent can be quite entertaining. It’s the only way anyone manages to put up with her). The thing is, my Uncle is also German. 

BOOM. Bravo Annie! Two birds with one stone! Insulting your Granddaughters future husband AND your daughter’s husband of ten years all with one haughtily uttered sentence!

What a woman.

Adam, of course,  didn’t care- are you kidding me? He thought all of us tiptoeing around on eggshells, kowtowing to this tiny, wizened dictator was ridiculous. He refused to play the game.

At dinner we looked on in horror as strikes mounted against him. He chewed with his mouth open. He forgot to use his napkin. He spoke out of turn.

(At this point for the sake of Adam’s dear mother I should interject and say that both Adam’s twin sister and his older sister are fantastically well-behaved, well-mannered and just generally normal individuals and as such the actions of my deranged husband should not be looked upon as a result of erstwhile parenting, but rather some innate character trait that renders him incapable of being tamed. Even Professor Henry Higgins himself would declare defeat if faced with this bearded demon.)

By the end of the meal my voice was hoarse and feet bruised from hissing instructions and kicking him under the table. He ignored my helpful advice at every turn – my sisters and I traded looks of abject terror as the night wore on – it was only a matter of time before she going to tear into him! Could it really happen? Could she really make a 27 year old man cry?

I had no doubt it was possible. I’d seen worse.

And then it happened. 

After remaining remarkably quiet throughout the meal,  my grandmother finally turned to Adam with a glare and gripped his forearm tightly in her wrinkled hand.

She whispered icily that if he was finished, he should put his fork and knife at 6 o’clock.

We held our breaths.

Adam grinned and patted her hand. Then he then picked up his knife and fork and turned them so that they formed the hands of a clock, one pointing at 12, one at 6.

There was a few seconds of silence. It felt like two years.

Lizzie and I stared at each other wide-eyed. This was it! I ran through break-up speeches in my mind, envisioned being cut out of the will because I married “That terrible German boy!”

And then,  she LAUGHED!

Guys, it was the weirdest thing ever. He willingly defied her, made fun of her even, and she laughed. For a few moments she was chuckling by herself and then Adam joined in and it was like he had slayed the dragon or pulled out the sword or rescued the princess, he WON! Against Annie!

My mum leaned over to me and said in amazement,  “He’s flirting with her!”.

As I watched, it became clear that my mum was right. Adam overcame his German heritage and atrocious table manners by flirting with my then 83-year old grandmother.

It was one of the best things I’ve ever seen.

(In all fairness I should also add that he later bought her a 26 of Beefeater Gin, which is a whole other story and certainly didn’t hurt his cause.)


Goodbye Annie. You were divine.

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